I’m scared I’ll lose you before I ever get you in my arms,
and I don’t know how to work through that.
You tell me I’m everything you’ve ever wanted,
but what if I say the wrong thing and you decide I’m not?
How do I process losing someone I never got the chance to love?
Maybe I’m not as fearless as I thought.
Maybe the thought of you is both exhilarating and terrifying.
You have so much more of me than I meant to give,
and I don’t know how to tell you that.