Should I ever lose the war inside my head,
please know I gave this life my all.
I saw the beauty in summer sunsets
and the peace in watching snow fall.
I found kindness in strangers smiles,
felt joy in candid moments with my little.
I loved harder than anyone I ever met,
and lived for days that were simple.
I hope you don’t blame yourself,
because I left no signs to miss.
Having you in my life was enough;
I hope it’s positive when you reminisce.
Sometimes reaching out for help is hard
and hiding demons is less complicated.
Should I lose the war inside my head,
I hope our time together is celebrated.
(I loved you all.
I promise I tried.
I fought to live,
until the day I died.)