The sun is out,
and I was happy,
but then I got inside my head
and now I’m feeling feelings
that I don’t want to feel.
The shower is on,
and I hesitate to get in,
because I know where my head is
and I don’t wanna drag ugly lines
across my delicate skin.
The day is halfway over
and I am just so low,
but I have to continue on
so I force the smile across my lips
and hide the war I face inside.
Oh, how I wish they understood.