Why Am I Like This?

The sun is out,

and I was happy,

but then I got inside my head

and now I’m feeling feelings

that I don’t want to feel.

The shower is on,

and I hesitate to get in,

because I know where my head is

and I don’t wanna drag ugly lines

across my delicate skin.

The day is halfway over

and I am just so low,

but I have to continue on

so I force the smile across my lips

and hide the war I face inside.

Oh, how I wish they understood.

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