I have this recurring nightmare.
It’s the same dream over and over again.
You’re no where to be found and
after the panic sets in I realize
that’s how you want it to be.
You’ve left, cut off contact, disappeared.
I wake up at the part where I finally get it,
only to fall back into the dream after it rewinds.
I can’t escape it and I don’t understand.
Is this subconscious fear? A premonition?
And why the hell do you never stick around?
. . . 8 Months Later. . .
I figured it all out.
Turns out it was my heart telling me to be careful.
I should’ve listened.
Fire & Female 